not as glamourous as it seems

not as glamourous as it seems

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[26 Nov 2006|10:52pm]

[ mood | disappointed ]

[ music | collide - howie day ]

i sat one day, thinking that the year is almost over
i have experienced so many things throughout this year
...i've learned who i am
...who i can and cannot trust
...and that only I can truly make myself happy

i also thought about other things that i haven't accomplished yet
and whether or not i still have time to reach these goals
i kind of miss my summer self
...not worrying about anything at all
everything just fills my head day after day and it makes me feel so lost

for once in the past year i can admit i feel lost/absent/indecisive/unaccomplished/...empty

1 review||speak

[19 Nov 2006|05:47pm]

[ mood | blank ]

[ music | cupid - 112 ]

been a while since ive been on lj
who is bored enuff to read about me life? haha

too damn tired..didnt sleep till about 5 am-ish last night? damn boxing being delayed
fight was good still...3 rounds...TKO...who hoo =D

haha so happy im not starting school till september!
have lots of time to figure things out

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its just all too complicated...
they actually believe it? haha i wish..

...i wish it was all true
but in reality, its just a dream
a dream i had somehow brought to life
and i believed it
only for a split second
until it drifted away...

maybe i looked to deep into it
its been a while since ive felt that way
it probably wasnt even there at all
...it was all in my imagination

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